when you look to your right and to your left

you realise that nothing that ever happened to you ever mattered that much.

thinking about it, I can't believe I cried at spOM on Saturday. It was just stupid and cruel and guilt-tripping of me to do that. I now understand why Miss Tan hates people crying. It's pathetic and stupid.

thinking about it, I'll never cry EVER AGAIN about something as stupidstupidstupid as love. because it's not worth it. dilly dally shilly shally!

thinking about it, I realise that there's nothing left to think about.

you cross the road and still get banged down by that car! Dammit!