what's going on on the floor?

because I'm disconnected from the world anyway.

because I can't think of anything else.

because I find that I care too much about tiny details and relationships that have already died off.

because I've become a zombie.

because I can't converse with my parents without making long-winded, boring explanations of what the "YOU SUCK" joke means, etc.

because I'm no longer on the same wavelength.

because I can't find time to write anymore.

because I pray and pray but I can't pray for much other than pleasepleasepleasehelpmyOMteam.

because I don't talk to the Baboonz anymore.

because I've lost one friend to gain another.

because I want to scream and punch my sister when she has free time.

because I can't sit down and watch a movie without taking notes on how they act and what they say and what they do when they say it and how their costume fits them and how it adds to their character and how the relationships are shown and how everything links back to OM.

because I can't stand anyone anymore that's NOT in my OM team.

because I can't bear to look at pictures from last time because I was SO. FREAKIN'. *slap* HAPPY.

because things have to NOT make sense before I listen to them.

because I've begun acting all the time.

because I experiment with my voice and think about how to coach my team for their voice acting when I'm in bed. Instead of sleeping.

because my eyebags are huge.

because I can't talk to someone for longer than half a minute before saying OM, I've gotta go for OM, or I'M SO FREAKIN' STRESSED FOR OM.

because jiao's face froze and I counted it as a blessing. (in disguise)

because no one understands me when I'm talking, because I say things like, "*bleep* juice".

because I'd really like to sleep now, except for the fact that I'm on a roll and I have homework to finish.

because I'm in OM.

I love this record, baby, but I can't see straight anymore.