something odd and complicated

difficult thing to do, innit?

Say a sorry, wipe a tear, forgive, that kind of thing. all way too hard. I should have to deal with this. too young to know what real hatred is. to know that it's all about never EVER speaking to someone ever again, and not acknowledging the person, even though you bump shoulders sometimes.

pretty pathetic saying a pathetic sorry in a pathetically stupid post innit?

indeed. it is. but that doesn't detract from the fact that it must be said by either of the two parties and since nothing's happened on his side, whether because of intense hatred or utter I-DON'T-CARE-ABOUT-YOU-ness, I shall try my best to say it in as little words as possible.

I'm so sorry Seth.

funny how that makes a nice alliteration. oh skipskipskeroo and skipskeree. if he doesn't reply, or even come here anymore, or if Rei comes to me tomorrow and says what a shallow and horrid thing it is to do to say sorry over a stupid blog post, I have only one thing to say.

I never thought I'd become so soft as to say sorry. and because I'm soft and random and downright stupid to even think this would work, I shall pull a classic girl-thing to further emphasise my journey into idiocy.

I'm friggin' crying.

...*slap*