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So she said what's the problem, baby?.what's the problem, I don't know well maybe, I'm in love love. makes me wanna turn around and face it but I don't know nothin' 'bout love, woah~ |
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about this blog
This blog was opened by Anne Ng to accomodate her mind's silly musings and her daily rantings.Do enjoy your stay here, and don't take what's not yours! tagboard
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Nanyang.Past VERA! Laura/yabulollygabah Grace Shannon Baboonz.Present Rei's dead Ben's "coolness" Seth's Ego Eugene's Writing Raju.Past Nikki! Heidi Nurul Amanda Christina Princess Renee YiMin Dora RGS.Present Nadia Deepa Alch Charmaine Kimberley Heng Yeng! OMlettes.Forever Leti Ashlynna WINNIE!!! Jiao Odds and Ends KAM TING! Mirabel JTan Victoria(AVPA) Church.Forever Edna Melissa from Catechism CHEESEEEEEE Links to Happier Places the FAV site of FANFIC the official site of HAPLAND archives
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not stupid. oh of COURSE i am. OF COURSE i'm LOUSY and STUPID and STEPPING ON YOU. sure thing. of COURSE. because, what, i like more dependable people? i tend to be meaner to the people closest to me? or is it just because i'm just TIRED of having to watch my dearest thing, the thing i LOVE with all my heart, GO TO WASTE just because i can't do everything? i can't. you know i can't. i can't finish OM on my own, even though i cry myself to sleep most of the time just THINKING about how pathetic we are, even though we have the biggest talents (apparently) in the junior division. it's so disgusting, so infinitely STUPID, that we have the talent, we have the materials, but we JUST CAN'T DO THE WORK. i admit it, i'm exactly that. i'm FRATERNIZING WITH THE ENEMY (oh GASP) just because sometimes people can be nicer than you can be. that sometimes, when i help someone, it's nice to get a thank you, y'know? i love you, yes, but it's nice to have someone else to fall back upon, especially when you seem to have happily flamed me again. you can trust me to cry about this later. trust me. i will. because i can't hate you for that long, and i sure as hell *slap* STILL love you, because you're my friend, and fighting is what friends do, and sometimes, hating people is overrated and stupid and loving people is just that much better. all this time i've spent groaning and moaning stupidly over Zi Xin, because she's my best friend and i've given to her way too much to take anything back, i've realised, friendship is two ways. as much as i'd like to have Zi Xin as my best friend again (because things were SO MUCH SIMPLER WHEN IT WAS LIKE THAT), she won't think of me like that, so there's no point. it's not friendship like that. i'm not sure if i even feel anything now. whether i'm angry or i'm sad, guilty or just plain pathetic, i know one thing. i know that i still respect you, i still smile for/at/with you, and, GUESS WHAT, i'll go to march camp and have a WHAL E OF A TIME WITH YOU because, y'know what, i've just realised something. something horrific. something so very DAMN *slap* true. you're my best friend. I actually go and LOOK at your blog, y'know. and no. no hard feelings. seriously. |