i wish

things were different.

I've been said to be a people's person, sweet enough, funny enough, attentive enough, sensitive enough. I have friends, I dare say a good many, and some are popular in their own right, some aren't.

I don't have time for romantic love now, if that's even possible, because I find that I can love my friends enough to fill my life with love and people who need it. Who needs love when they can have friendship?

I want to iron things out.

Yes I do.

I love all my friends. I don't show it sometimes, but I do. Some may have fallen through the cracks because I just don't have the eyes/time/hands/patience/god-like-ness to really go to every one of you and say that I do.

Shout out to some.

Winnie: I really really do love you. I shall strive to show that to you from now on. I can be irritable, but I guess you know why. You have your faults, I have mine, I need to put in more effort. Now that we're sitting together...let's just try to make this work, yeah?

Leti: Well. I don't need to say that we have this psychic thing working for us. Anyways, cheer up. And don't get emo. Okay fine. I can't dictate that in your life. But, yeah, don't feel bad about yourself. WHO CARES ABOUT CHINESE ANYWAY?

(...your dad. but who cares about him? :D)

Both of y'all: I don't want this to boil down to one or the other. I can't only be friends with one of you. Either you two make up or I...I don't know what I'll do. I'll probably cry.

I nearly did.

Oh well.

I FEEL LIKE SHAKING SOMEONE. HARD. GRAH.

phew. black moment over.

OWARI.