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sing it out loud
So she said what's the problem, baby?.what's the problem, I don't know well maybe, I'm in love love. makes me wanna turn around and face it but I don't know nothin' 'bout love, woah~ |
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about this blog
This blog was opened by Anne Ng to accomodate her mind's silly musings and her daily rantings.Do enjoy your stay here, and don't take what's not yours! tagboard
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Nanyang.Past VERA! Laura/yabulollygabah Grace Shannon Baboonz.Present Rei's dead Ben's "coolness" Seth's Ego Eugene's Writing Raju.Past Nikki! Heidi Nurul Amanda Christina Princess Renee YiMin Dora RGS.Present Nadia Deepa Alch Charmaine Kimberley Heng Yeng! OMlettes.Forever Leti Ashlynna WINNIE!!! Jiao Odds and Ends KAM TING! Mirabel JTan Victoria(AVPA) Church.Forever Edna Melissa from Catechism CHEESEEEEEE Links to Happier Places the FAV site of FANFIC the official site of HAPLAND archives
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When trying your best isn't anywhere near enough. Leti and I are becoming better friends every day... I need nicer titles... Sometimes, when it''s only you pulling the strings to keep everything going, when everything ends up on your plate to do, when you find all that glittery nice badges that you can pin on, all those ohsowanted commitments, are simply more weight, you get this feeling, "a queer ache" to quote Anne of Green Gables, and you just know that your best can sometimes not be enough. It's the same when you're talking, all happy and chipper, as if your life could lighten for a bit, and then "the deep but dazzling darkness", to quote A Ring of Endless Light, overtakes you with its velvet embrace and you're swallowed into this pit where, you know, none of your family or friends can pull you out. You've got to crawl out yourself, or, as they say, "lose yourself in the process". But losing yourself allows a fresh start. You can change your life by wiping it clean to start over. Okay! In the style of the GREAT LETI, I shall post multiple times. Next one... changing wavelengths... That glove fits just wrong. Gawds. Reno. He makes me feel happy again. For a bit. In relation to my last post, I don't particularly hate my friends for doing that. In fact, it's oddly nice to be helpful. Better than being unpopular. And my Sec 1s love me! But then again, I have to force myself to stay happy. Someone needs to, so I shall try to live up to my enthu potential, like telling all the lame jokes I know, learning all their names (amanda, melissa (ah lian!), pearlyn, michelle (short girl), LIANA!!!!), teaching them cheers. Anne: Must be enthu! And then, OM! Gawds...where to start first? Thanks MIAO! Miao, world. World, Miao. The greatest person that ever lived. Who would come up with Spons like "How you'd scoop water out of a pond?" or "Types of pie"? HER! Thanks ASH! The soul provider of ANTI-DIGRESSION in our group! Without Mandy, you're our only hope at a semblance of on-task-ness. Thanks LETI! The unique blend of FF7, shouts of "RENOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" and "HAAAAA-LEEEEEEEE-LUUUUUUUUUU-JAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!", not to mention some hefty dashes of nutty bipolar behavioral traits that make her just like me. I've met the GIRL of my dreams. Cue Avenue Q: But I'm not gay! Thanks WINNIE! The amazingness of talking with someone, both of you TRYING YOUR UTMOST to self-deprecate, is just awesome. Thanks JIAO! The dancing? Very cool. The Spon? Very silly. The girl? Awesomeness yo. Thanks MICHELLE! Gawds, you were WONDERFUL today! The ideas just KEPT COMING. Wonder of OM yes? Thanks AMANDA! You weren't here today, we missed your enlightening presence. Come next time yes? Thanks HUIFEI! We were too busy chatting to take those pictures of all the Sec 1s high-jumping. Oh well. Huffpuff. Thanking ends. changing wavelengths... If it doesn't fit, you can try to force it, but it never works. When things don't go your way, don't try to make them do so. It's just a waste of time. If your friends like guys you happen to DISlike, heck. Their choice. When you joke, bring up stupid things like "Can I give you DIS PEAR?" Always works. Also "What's brown and sticky?" works pretty well too. Keep smiling, even if it's fake. Life's all about acting. Life is a stage (?) and we are merely players. Okay. Done. Phew. (Tag?) |