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So she said what's the problem, baby?.what's the problem, I don't know well maybe, I'm in love love. makes me wanna turn around and face it but I don't know nothin' 'bout love, woah~ |
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So, it's final then. I'm changing CCA. I've decided, for myself, that I can't take Judo anymore. My stature makes it easy to be thrown and hard to throw, as well as my weakling-status makes it very difficult for me to do anything vaguely Judo-ish. The RaJukas may decide to kill me, but I can't. No more. Girls' Brigade was my first and only choice. Friends was one thing. But God was the biggest reason. I want to further my relationship with God. I don't want him as just a God, I want him as a friend. I want to talk to him when there's no one else, and I want to have the faith to know he's next to me, letting me take my haywire life in circles, but trying to steer me into the "straight and narrow" path. I'm so scared that I have to go back to Judo for more trainings if I didn't fulfill the quota for it. I may have "ponned" sessions, but for most part, it was really because I couldn't make it. With OM for the month of November, preparations for my trip, and me needing to help out around the house, I didn't go, and then there was December with my trip. So God help me, I couldn't do anything else. I love you Rajukas, veryveryvery much. But I've never been a real Judoka that you guys can be proud of. I will go back and support you in every competition, regardless of OM (unless it's the Finals for OM, but prob not) or anything else. Promise. Gawd, my seniors should hate me now, rightly so. I shall go and emo in a corner. |