and I can't see you

fooooooooooooooooools!

Too much has been going on for the last few days.

My temper is exceptionally lousy now, but I know it's not PMS-ing. It's not.

Pied, Marilena AND Lady Valtaya have thrown in their chips and left Genesis Awards. Which leaves a gaping hole in it. Poof. Now, Lynn has too. Crap. WTH will we do?

I'm terribly sorry to everyone who's been at the receiving end of my temper. It's not because CNY is coming that I'm saying this. But in the few days of terror, leaving and loneliness, I've realised that I lost too many people because my anger, raging and pride got in the way.

Sorry y'all.

doesn't matter what I do.