Thoughts from Heaven

I look downwards,
just to see you clawing at yourself
struggling with the emotions
I'm too familiar with.

I knew it sounded fake
when I said we could be together forever
but I never did think
you'd take it word for word.

But in my heart I knew,
when I stood to take that bullet,
that though my promise to you was everything
I had to keep loyal to what I had to do.

This was the way it ended
The way we knew it would
Are you still in denial?
Because I am still.

Forgive me,
I still love you, even when we are cursed
to hate beyond the grave,
and love in Death's bittersweet embrace.


A/N: this is the second part to the poem posted before this. A continuation from a different place, a different time, a different person ...

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