Okay for the record
my fanficing randomness is not coming to an end,
with which i am quite pissed at...
this sucks you know
i hate the fact at anytime,
my mind whizzes with what i'll write next,
what's going to happen in my next story
and it rules my life.

i can't believe i let myself go like that...
well, for huijun's[on her request, mamma mia(she's behind me...)] pleasure,
i'll write another obsession piece,
just on this thing
cos i need NEED to get this off my mind
sigh...

Obsession

When was it,
that suddenly my life
can't be separated from black pixels
on a white computer screen?

When was it,
that visiting that same website,
just to read the next chapter of some story
i didn't even think was good?

When was it,
that my mind can't be separated from
pairings and characters
which can't even come out of the 2 dimensional world?

i hate it
wish to get rid of this silly obsession,
but i keep going back
to those deadly drugs...


A/N: This is TRUE okay? as in, i wish upon wish that I could get away from it all. my life is run by stories and reviews and oh darn, i can't think without my mind swooping in on the next thing i'll write...sighz...at least my english improves...
moira out