Damn you

Can you hear me?
Screaming in the murky depths of my heart
Wishing you were here,
to bear the load with me.

We knew that our lives were in peril
that death was around the corner,
and you said, you'd live for me,
and made me believe that it was true.

I believed you, did you know?
I wished, hoped upon hope that
what you said could be true
that through that mask, the smile was genuine.

But I waited for something
that wasn't going to come,
You didn't think of me again
but maybe I'm flattering myself by saying you ever did.

But you went and got yourself killed
so much for everyone's perfect hero
so much for your fake smiles
so much for your empty promises of love.

I wish I could have you back with me
just for a minute, maybe two
whether to slap you for leaving
or to embrace you for coming back.

But I know that's impossible,
and I'm not wasting time on you
So, here at your gravestone, I'm telling you,
I'm through.


A/N: I must say, this one came out weird and all, but I had to write it for a jumpstart to my next chapter for SNYSF. Anyway, I hoped this came out well, even when it sounds all angsty and weird. Pray for all those who are like this, who may be like this, or bordering on being like this. Pray for the sick and oppressed, the poor and the lame, the blind and the deaf, cos they aren't as lucky as we are.
moira out