Post-Holiday Blues

One last golden day

of holidays long gone

To stay in the present is my wish

yet it's hopelessly unattainable

As surely as the sun sets today

I will leave this happy haven

the golden will seep through into blackness

leaving me grasping for wisps of memories long gone

Where is my yesterday?

buried in friends and family

defined by going abroad and discovering new places

shaped by laughter and love

Where is my tomorrow?

buried in textbooks and worksheets

defined by MYAs and EOYs

shaped by expectations and meeting them

I'm hopelessly living in a present

with time ticking away

deciding if I should

to grasp what is yesterday's to keep

or to hope that what tomorrow brings never comes

A/N: sorry i haven't been posting but i've been writing like a lunatic on fanfic for a while and haven't got the time. the poem featured above is on going back to school and me being my ornery self, hate it

HATE IT. i envy that kimberley pah, gets to go to CANADA, skip the EOYs, not fair...
ahh but i managed to finish lots of fanfics (4 chappies of What kind of human are you?, 2 oneshots and 1 chappie of So Near Yet so far) wootz^^
so i'm okay...
i guess...

moira rose out