hi...

okay, so here i am...ranting AGAIN
okay so today what do i do? yes you guessed it. i pulled huijun along
in my regular anne way, ie superbly fast and rash.
and what happened
she bonked into a table
of was it a chair
anyway
she got bonked pretty bad and i was to blame
and so lavu and co gives me these really evil stares like they want to kill me cos i hurt their dear friend huijun
dont get me wrong
she's my good friend too
anyways
then the fragile sliver of a friendship with them got superbly shattered
COMPLETELY
great, they already dont exactly talk to me like a friend to friend way
im just a classmate to them
they make me feel really bad
like no one in class likes me
and i feel sad and gloomy and I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT!!!
so i was pretty gloomy
then mich came up to me and told me
"don't do that again..."
i already knew that
as in I WAS SORRY okay...
it was just that i felt so stupid and dumb standing there with everybody giving me these glares...
and then samantha, in her very nice way, told me to cheer up
thanks dear, i appreciate that...
so that's what happened in class at least
the rest of the day was fine
and i have to say
I LOVE (platonic of course) YOU JING XIAN!!!
you tried so hard today
im so proud of you
though your leg was giving you trouble and all
thankew for being such a GREAT partner!!!
eternally grateful XD
haha
anne out