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So she said what's the problem, baby?.what's the problem, I don't know well maybe, I'm in love love. makes me wanna turn around and face it but I don't know nothin' 'bout love, woah~ |
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This blog was opened by Anne Ng to accomodate her mind's silly musings and her daily rantings.Do enjoy your stay here, and don't take what's not yours! tagboard
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Nature Week inspired POEM!!! Before Showers were hours long Water was poured away carelessly Taps were left on for hours Sewage was dumped into lakes and rivers to save the time and energy to treat them first Cars were washed with free-flowing hoses High-powered speed boats flew over furrows of water, fumes flew over the ripple And dispersed with the happy laughter dying away Only a memory of the happy yesterdays Now No one bathes One cup of water is cause of much riots Taps flow with invisible water Sewage lies in dry beds Cars don't traverse streets and imaginary boats fly over imaginary lakes Tomorrow My children can't cross roads without being dragged into a fight The sun shines a bloody red over barren lands I fear for them They no longer talk about their day Not that there is anything to talk about Their eyes are hollow as if they're already prepared for the impending death Ears that are closed to groans for water Noses stop smelling the heavy smell of death Lips chapped and split over and over again What will happen to them? What happens to me? What happened to the world? our world is heading there... sigh pray hard moira It has been a while since i ranted but i'm going to just write poetry here for a while okay? She's the ultimatum to you I'll always be second in your mind your heart your soul. I don't blame you, I know she can give you far better things than I can possibly dream about. She's the dream of every girl She's the dream of every boy I shouldn't bother about fighting it I'll just get hurt like always. If I care, if i love, I've found out, that I'll just get hurt. I don't want to hurt I don't want to feel the pang of pain I don't want to have to dig so deep to find my pain-wracked soul So numb the senses stop the feelings rushing into my mind. Halt the emotions Still the nerves. OOOOO... another emo poem cool i hope you guys like it lotsa platonic love anne/moira rose im not even gonna call it anything I know that you don't know, that you don't care. I know you don't see me, don't notice me. I'm just one of those faceless people that brush by you on the streets you step aside to let me pass but not once do you see who I actually am. If I hadn't talked to you, you never would have known I'm just a piece of the background in the picture called your life It has loads of other people people you notice people who mean something to you. Me? I'm part of the foliage, part of the backdrop, that unnoticed shadow that skulks at the back. I know now, that no one sees me. As long as I don't say hello I shouldn't expect anyone to initiate it. I'm that shadow that avoids happy crowds of people living their happy lives I'm that shadow that turns away from joy. I'm that shadow, who will one day release all the anger I've had inside. I'm that shadow, who will one day step into the light. OOOOO... emo poem alert!!! i like thinking of myself as Nightcrawler or something... something no one expects to do great things... hmmm... interesting prospect... while i ponder on this... bb for now anne/moira GUESS WHAT? yup I look around the bleak world that surrounds me the faceless crowd surging forward each chasing materialistic dream Where is happiness? Where is joy? Where is gladness? Has all that left the world? Gone without a trace? Left us in this state of despair? Am I the only one who thinks these thoughts? The only one who ponders on what the world needs? What it lacks? No one smiles, Laughs, Cheers Are we doomed to wander around, Looking for happiness in TV-screen-fame, Work, Cars, Money? I pray, that we can learn to find joy in those ordinary things, which we overlook. Let the things that are nought, bring to naught the things that are. CONCLUSIONS (not a poem) parents scold because they know you, and they know you can do better parents praise because they understand you, and they understand you need a break family may be linked by blood, but its no excuse to treat them badly people won't like you if you don't like them people won't like you if you don't like yourself the only people who are true friends are those who laugh at you and with you at the same time. they are the only ones that you're okay with being poked by. they won't always be there and they understand you won't always be either. friends are not gems, on the contrary, they are bits of dark coloured rock, once they are lost, you can't look for the shine in the gloom knowing more may not be a good thing knowing nothing may not be a good thing knowing everything on earth is God's job growing older is not always good throwing away childish dreams is a waste wanting won't get you anywhere whining won't get you anywhere complaining won't get you anywhere forgiving is not bringing it up again forgetting is not thinking about it again not doing homework, is no excuse to copy it, just do it during recess or lunch dieting, is not a reason to skip meals, its a reason to exercise more studying is simply digging up what you already know from the depths of your brain what you've done today, is all what God intended for you to do what you failed today, is all what God intended for you to fail what you haven't done yet, is just what you need to do tomorrow God won't judge you on what wrong you've done, he'll judge on what right you didn't do yay! i think that sums it up thank you thank you lots of hugs and platonic love anne aka moira rose GUESS WHAT (right here we go...) i wait for someone to see me i wait for someone to care i wait for someone to reach out their hand i wait for someone who would look beyond that mask of lies i wait for a miracle i wait for a sign i wait for a reason i wait for a gesture i wait for concern i wait for peace i wait for belonging i wait for understanding someday that wait will be over when i meet my maker my love my all yay! catholic poem!! me lika!!! wootz^^ bb for now anne POEMS (i noe this is kinda daft but its a passing craze) I've waited for you to come to notice me but you don't I've tried everything to make you see me but you just walk past So I've learnt that no one should see me that I'd get on with whatever I should do and then leave The effort it takes to make someone see you is worthless when you despair when they look right through you I look at you You ignore me I sigh and turn You laugh and play and I watch in the shadows knowing I lost my smile to you You flash a smile at your friends and I turn away unable to see another happy face Why don't you understand that things you don't notice are the things you hurt most? You'll go on in your happy little world and I'll go on with the silly hope that one day you'll notice me. okay this was pretty lame...it sound love sick...ewwww...okay will not attempt emo poems again Childhood the breeze blows by as if to counter the sun's warm rays laughing, dances on wet grass after the storm. the childhood memories of times when the key to happiness is a field of grass a drink of water and a friend. I have been happy for a long time and I know I can still be happy so I'll get together these things one day and I'll learn to be happy again. hmmm.... this one seems happier...i think this one is better okies bb for now moira rose (the happy side of me) POEMS (whoop) on dance (as inspired by rei) the music drifts around me i reach out to touch it but it evades and moves on the dancer needs that music to paint her picture to write her story the music stays with you for a while so you dance beautifully but only for that short time the music leaves you the energy fails you the once effortless movements are leaden and tiring the beauty of the dance is when the dancer melds with her music when she moves not to the music but with it that rhythm that melody the dancer moves across the floors she dances not because of choreography but because the dance that has been danced for eternity has embedded itself within her the dance chooses the music the music chooses the dancer the dancer entrusted to carry on the dance of eternity for me the dance has ended the shoes hung up the music is but a wisp i reach out to it but as if trapped in a bubble i miss it by inches i'm leaving it behind everything i've put in everything i've done eight years the music has left me and i can't bring it back AHHHHH!!! i hate myself for giving up dance i'll kill myself someday i would have gone on to pointe this year ahhhhhh I HATE MYSELF -anne POEMS (that i've been doing for the last few months) all of these are true to me at some point in time most still are and i think some will stay true for a long time i've been asking my dear deskmates keerthana and lavinya to give me intangible nouns to write poems on pls rate! the first one... [no title] I watch you watching her watching him do you wish you were him? with her? I hope you'll think of me better There's only one way to show you I get ready to fall To fly You will know me in death In the knowing that I'm gone Hopefully then you will understand Why I did this, was because of you Tomorrow's headlines are read Sad isn't it? You'll know it then. I'll go on watching you watching her, watching him. the second one [Pride] Swelling within the heart long tormented by failures of the past Standing tall Tears silently forming He mounts the stage to tumultuous applause Loudspeakers hail him the best one of all Out of the crowds one shining face of a mother smiling through her tears proud of her son, the years of toils all worth that one moment of joy the third one... [Vanity] Hands dance across the face pink cheeks and red lips stand out strongly against the pale white face She examines critically the face in the mirror With a flick of hair leaves without the word A young girl, hidden behind a mask of false beauty Struggling for her identity Resorts to covering her true self to veil the natural youthfulness Her face testimony of her struggles shades the world from seeing below the surface the fourth and last one i have picked to show... [Envy] An acid eating away my emotions Freezing the soul turning it cold and hard How would you feel? Pining for something unattainable unreachable As if my hopeless dreaming could come true I envy you For your joy For your ability to still laugh For your smile I hate you I love you I hate to love you done done... dont think that since they are true, they ALL apply to me some are observances and some are the emo in me talking =] bb for now moira rose BIRTHDAY!!! okay this is it im 13 not a child a teen im not sure i like that i had lots of fun today first i got loads of presents from my friends and my class sang HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me then nikki and mel and zi xin gave me cool pressies and cool cards then i went for judo and managed to throw nikki IM NOT SETTING MY SIGHTS ON SARAH YET!!! (or any other senior) then the judo pple sang HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me too, and yi min helped me by getting tau pok-ed instead of me love you yi min!!! yah i gtg now but bb from moira rose the bday girl!!! thoughts on a forgotten birthday i wrote this poem this morning cos i was real emo i didnt really mean anything... okay here it goes (poem as you can see) Supposedly the day when everyone acknowledges you, remembers you, why you're here, why you're special to them Today, just like any other day. No one thinks of it more than an ordinary day slips into seat, unnoticed as usual Who am I to tell them otherwise? yay its done and posted just a prayer before the day ends Dear God, I ask that You might help make a difference somewhere in my community, and help me not to be forgotten there are many people out there who do not have the chance to know You help me enlighten them. Understand that I 'm nothing without You and to accomplish this, I need your grace and help. So this prayer goes up to You in heaven, for You to come down and watch over me. Thank You Lord Amen |