Okay
so maybe the whole judo thing is getting to me
i really dunno what to do and when to do what and arrgh...already lost talking abt it
all the nice seniors help but its not like you get up every morning programmed to hit, throw and tackle people on mats right?
anyways
i have officially decided that i will open this blog up to whoever whenever
yah so THERE!
well...
im pretty depressed that i have not had time to go hang out with the baboonz united this hols...
with ben and i have polo and judo and wern having rugby (i think cos i saw some rugby guys in ri) and everyone else bummed out from whatever they had, we couldnt go out.
good thing that i went out with my dearest meli meli to watch a movie (water horse: its cute and sweet) and that pretty much was the only big thing in the whole week.
ahhhhhh
i wish the hols would not end and this is probably what everyone is thinking.
dont mind moira rose at the moment, she's going through a tough time in school
and in the hols
stupid chem pt
its mixing me up completely
ahhhhh
judo camp was okay but on the first day,
i went all dizzy in the morning and felt REALLY faint
good thing i didnt faint
or else everyone would:
a) notice me (not wanted, keep the low profile in judo)
b) crowd around me (NOT wanted, too much attention)
c) ship me off to the hospital like when i was little and got the stomach flu (TOTALLY NOT WANTED, everyone will start noticing me, too much of options a) and b))
d) not care about me (its okay lah, but its not very nice to know no one cares about you right?><)
okay
so this is probably on of the longest post i put up.
i got time mah...
anyways
moira rose is still pissed at me for not getting into dance or choir, dunno why...
its not like i didnt try to get in...
ahhh
just be happy that i got into something fun (ie judo)
yah so there
i've got the hols-are-officially-coming-to-an-end-blues
i hope i can invite the baboons over for something in june...
after my judo camp at least...
last year the judo's were ballets and table tennises, where did they go?
sigh
nvm
emo stage coming over soon...
i quite hate myself for everything that's been happening...
i dunno if i will have to quit judo and sign up for guides or something to accomadate my ballet,
so sad
judo is nice yunno
ahhh
confusion
im gonna start ranting soon (as if i havent already done that)
so bb for now
moira rose/anne ng
:(((